That We Cannot See

lovely sculpture of a Hamsa, which my friend Susan gave me. In many different cultures, it is seen as symbolic as the hand of G-d, and meant to ward off evil.

I’ve thought about writing this story of mine, for a long while now. For some reason, currently if feels like the right time.

I have been going through hell.

I’m sure that many readers who follow this blog will write me off as a lunatic. I assure you, however, that this is not the case.

I would not believe the following, were I not to have experienced it myself.

Ever since I returned from Hawaii, approximately one year ago, I’ve endured a dark presence that is magnified in my home, but also present when I’m outside of it.

I feel that I am being touched sexually, mostly on my breasts, repeatedly, when no one visible is present.

I also feel like some force is wrapped around me, and trying to squeeze the life out of me.

As a result, I have called on healers of all religions and belief systems and traditions, to clear this malevolent energy from both my body, and my house.

I have been so depressed and uncomfortable at times, that I have seriously considered suicide.

I understand that I suffer from mental illness, but psychosis has never been an issue for me.

I understand that I am undergoing some intense changes hormonally, but I am being treated for this.

I’ve had my Rabbi bless my home. I have Jewish signs, like the Hamsa, surrounding me, to ward off evil.

I pray almost constantly. I have a dear Christian friend who has prayed in my home for me, and outside of it.

Unfortunately, this is not a figment of my imagination, or an exaggerated telling of what’s been happening to me.

I cannot sleep in my home, I cannot stay here for more than an hour or two without feeling truly depressed and funky. I’ve been spending the majority of my time, at my boyfriend’s house, and he believes in me entirely, and desires only to make this situation easier for me.

Actually, I’m going to have to end this entry, as I’m feeling so attacked that I must leave shortly.

Come to your own conclusions concerning this information. I know that it sounds crazy. But this world is filled with much that is visible which we do not understand. Think how much more of a mystery, the invisible world is to us.



1 Comment

  1. It’s not crazy, and neither are you. I’m sorry I’m only just catching up on blog reading at the moment, I think you’ve done an updated post so I’ll read that now…xx

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